A few nights ago, I dreamed that the person I had a crush on gave me a gift, and when I got it in my hand, I found it was all books, and then I remembered the sound of being deceived.
I still remember the passive feeling of fear, unwillingness, and barely able to move when I received the gift.
Maybe it's because I usually feel very scared and painful when I think of the feeling that I have a crush on the other person, and I can't wait to find a hole to dig into.
Hope someone can analyze it.
Q'uo looks at the fear and asks, "What am I trying to control?" It's best to understand that this is just an illusion that we're always in control of everything. It's not that entities don't have freedom of choice, it's reality that shuns the illusion of your liking, the reality that everything is part of a single flowing source that belongs to the living, creative, beautiful and vibrant sea of light . All flows into each other, through each other, through the self, whatever the circumstances of the flow experience, not only harmony or outer beauty, but perfection.
So if you internally understand, listen, and analyze what this person intends to control and in what way, that's a good start. However, this must be constantly rooted in continual confidence and awareness that one has no control unless one is committed to a cause that can provide one's highest and best.
We feel like we are reaching out to each other, but in fact we are reaching inward to release ourselves from the fear of the unknown, a condition that is only partially revealed to other selves, or from previously experienced out-of-control situations or in things. True freedom belongs to the seeker of devotion and absolute faithfulness.
@otavana I don't know what you're talking about, but thanks anyway
I didn't expect anyone to actually reply
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