I always dream of coming home. That feeling is very real. From being isolated on the plane to lying on the bed at home, the familiar sound of the wind outside the window of the familiar room makes it feel like a world away every time I wake up.
The frequency is about once or twice a week. Now whenever I go home in a dream, I will think about whether I really came back this time or in a dream. Similarly, I desperately want to feel my body in my sleep, but I can't feel it. I started to panic. First, I thought, God, am I really going home? How am I going to get back to the border? Second, I was afraid that if it was a dream, I wouldn't be able to wake up again.
The last time I didn't have any doubts in my dreams was when I actually started working hard in my dreams and it made me feel like I really let go and went home together. It felt so amazing that I was stunned for a long time after waking up.
I think the reason why I always have this dream is that I was lucky enough to leave home in the limelight of the epidemic, and then I always wondered during the day that I was lazy at the time, so I have been stuck at home for a few years, where my life will go, I love it so much The life I live now is always in the back of my mind. If I hadn't left at that time, all this would not exist. Unexplainable anxiety 🤣
I have dreamed two or three times recently, and one time it felt so real that I sighed in my dream: I have dreamed so many times to go home and this time I really came home. When I woke up, it was a dream again, which was amazing.